“I will never live in China,” I said to Nicholas one night almost two months ago. It was right before an interview that Nicholas scheduled for two teaching positions in Shanghai, PRC. After that interview, I amended my statement. “I will only live in China, if we get this job.” What a whirlwind it has been so far. We are learning so much about a … Continue reading Famous Last Words
Ten years ago, my life was changed forever. It seems like any milestone, there is always some struggle approaching it. I have talked about my recent situation as being one of the Israelites out in the desert, wandering for forty years. The past six months or so have been quite challenging. I have suffered anxiety, depression, and hopelessness of never getting out of the desert. … Continue reading 10 Years A Slave
Man oh man. I suck at Lent… Hopefully you’ve read the last post. If not, then read it first. My spiritual practice for this season of life is acceptance of whatever my situation in order to receive God’s peace. I know in my head that if I let my soul be governed by anxiety, I cannot be governed by peace. My plan was to say … Continue reading I Failed Lent
Alright, nothing much to report here. We lost our first contract in Korea, due to the fact that our paperwork wasn’t complete. Make sure you have all the stuff you need before you accept a job… I wish the recruiter had made sure of this! So now we are back to square one in the job search. The most difficult thing during this time is … Continue reading And Now We Wait…
Ok, it’s been almost a week since we got back to Colorado. Man, we have been so incredibly blessed to have such a beautiful home state! Snow one day, 70 degrees and bike riding the next. Coming back to Colorado has been challenging too though. This is for two reasons: 1. Displacement 2. The Government. Let’s talk about displacement. Many of you who read consistently, … Continue reading …But Where Is Home?
I remember this moment like it was yesterday. I had been told I was pregnant, that I may or many not miscarry. I remember getting off a shift at Nixon’s Coffee House and walking up the stairs to our apartment. I remember moving slowly, as if every movement could break the precious life I prayed for. I remember laying on our bed and watching the … Continue reading Anniversary
Well folks, it’s almost been a month here in Chicago. Actually in 2 days it will be exactly a month. This means that Nick and I will be back in Denver in a week. While Chicago is definitely not my favorite place to be in January, I have had a lot of fun in the past couple weeks. But this is just a stopping ground. … Continue reading Wrapping Up
I went to the Art Institute of Chicago this past Wednesday. What an incredible museum. I started off in European art and was sitting in front of Monet’s haystacks when the two female security guards looked up at each other and loudly exclaimed, “No WAY!” At first thought these two women, who were clearly friends were sharing an intimate piece of gossip. As I walked … Continue reading Jumper
There’s always something happening on the L. That was this morning’s lesson. First off, I want to applaud Chicago’s transit system. I have been so thankful for the fast, reliable and constant trains that ferry me throughout the city. This has been key to my survival here. If you’re going to visit Chicago, spring for the unlimited pass. It’s totally worth it. So, last week, … Continue reading On the L
Today I sit at what is supposed to be Chicago’s premier coffee shop. Intelligentsia. Sure when I got my Americano, I was excited to drink it. But then I noticed that there was no crema. Who stole my crema!?!? Nick asked me, “Aren’t you being a little harsh?” No. We see this happen all the time. When you’re supposed to be the best, what is … Continue reading Standards
The Denenbergs 